Alone

My parents will leaving me alone for ten whole days. They'll even be taking the sibling child that lives in the basement with them. Most kids my age would cheer and plan a party. What am I doing? Panicking slightly. What the hell am I supposed to do if my mom isn't here for me to talk to? All my friends are too far away, most being states away. And then there's just me. Left alone in the house where I'll probably be eaten by the ghost that lives in the dinning room. He likes to play strange music box like music that has no melody to it. A very strange ghost, but I'm sure he'll eat me. If not, then I'm sure that a serial killer will find me and kill me. Or, someone will rob me and take all my Harry Potter movies which will then proceed to kill all happiness and therefore I won't be able to go on. So many horrible things could happen!

I don't even have a cute little animal to keep me company... Well, there's Fishums. Fishums doesn't really do much and certainly can't protect my Harry Potter DVDs. Fish are the most useful of pets. I shall be completely alone in the house. My parents will come home to find all my stuffed animals set up around the house. And I'll be having in depth conversations with them on the meaning of life. They will regret leaving me alone for so long. Or I'll be so bored, that I'll just be sitting upside down on the couch watching the travel channel. That's what I did for most of my summer after graduation. Except for the day that West Side Story played on TV. Then I sat upside down on the couch watching that.

But I do have some plans. My grandmother wants me to come visit her and she'll cook me dinner one night. She doesn't live that far away, though I'm still certain to get lost going there. My dad takes a different route every damn time we visit her. And then there's that mythical book I keep saying I'm working on. Maybe I'll actually work on it. I do have quite a few lovely stories, I just wish I could draw my characters just to have reference points and I can label colors of hair and eyes. And I have to make rose creams because I love them and can't find a place to buy them. I have to make fondant, though. Fondant is annoying. After that, I'm at a loss. Just Harry Potter then, I guess.

But, yes... All alone... And it kind of makes me super depressed.

I guess I'll be eating lots of ice cream sandwiches for those are the foods of happiness.