Attention Span: Non-Existant

I keep saying I'm going to do stuff. Some of that stuff being keep a blog and get out of the house more. None of which has been properly done. I also keep telling myself I'll write something. A full something filled with awesome, adventure, and just a dash of romance. Yeah, failed at that, too. I did manage to write 50,000 words of nonsense for NaNoWriMo. I do feel accomplished about that, but not as much as I could have been had I written a story. A complete, plot following story. I did not such things.

Instead of doing things I tell myself I'm going to do, I read Harry Potter and drink some chai tea lattes. An ungodly amount of chai tea lattes, at that. It mus be unhealthy the amount of time I spend at Starbucks. What I need to do is find some sort of motivation as I apparently have none. Right now the only motivation I have is to finish my music essay and find a snack.

I ought to dedicate myself to something this year. Like finish an actual story. Well, come up with a plot. And maybe find something in school to get involved in. Its always been hard to get involved since I share a car with my mom and campus is about 45 minutes away, but I'll find away to make it work. I hope. I'll go out for theater or something. And as for writing. I'll start small. I'll think of a plot. I'm horrible with plots, so I'll come up with one of those first and then go from there.

Yes, this sounds like a good plan. Lets see if I stick too it.

I should go buy myself a cat...